I can't believe another semester has come to an end. Even more surprising is that I am going to walk away soon with a Bachelor's degree--And I did it in 4 years. (I'm giving myself a pat on the back.)
But there's always that question. Is this really what I want to do for the rest of my life? Well, I love being in front of people. And teaching offers just that. However, after doing our 2-week unit, I'm a little nervous about handling young adults. Therefore, as I've sat in a couple of my literature courses this semester, I've come across a new passion--teaching college students. Yes, they too, are young adults, but at a much different level. I would absolutely love to teach an English that is topic-focused with focused students! I'm currently in Women's Literature and I am finding a huge passion for women writers and the Feminist Movement era. I would love to learn more about it or even better, teach it in my near future to interested college students, like myself.
There is a downfall though, I would definitely miss out on teaching Shakespeare and other British Literature authors, and classic novels such as "To Kill a Mockingbird," but I'm just really trying to find my place in the world right now. I started off college as a pre-medical student--desperate to find a job that paid lots of money. Then I changed to teaching and stuck with it. I think it is the right career path for me, but I just need to figure out at what level. My dreams of becoming a vet. are not attainable due to my awful performance in science, but I find that I have a strong passion in English--therefore, I THINK this is what is meant for me.
This is not a change of heart for me. I don't want to switch majors and start all over. I just need to rethink my options. Dr. Stephanie Peterson does sound pretty nice though. :)
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Hey I was a biology major (but I have been here for 5 years so back off lol). I definitely do not blame you for wanting to teach at the college level. I think at some point I may come back and try my hand at it too. I think the freedom of college is alluring. However, don't discredit trying teaching in the classroom for a little bit, maybe you will really enjoy student teaching. Oh hey, if you do go on to teach Women's Literature, please do something to make it a little less intimidating for the guys :).
ReplyDeleteI was a PR major and switched (5 yr plan too, high five Mike). I have been stewing over the idea of going into higher education, maybe working in admissions or residence life. But the more I think about it I would hate not being able to teach. I like the idea of coming back and possibly teaching college, maybe someday when my kids are already (figurative kids, no kids right now haha). It is scary to think that the fate of 90 students (per year) English education is in my hands. AHH. But I think I can do it. I want to atleast...
ReplyDeletewhatever you decide Stephanie, you will be wonderful at! Just follow your heart, as cheesy as that sounds, and do what makes you happy :)
I totally had a freak out moment as well! Is this really what I want to do for the rest of my life? I think my freak out moment was more so because I am afraid to graduate. Most of my friends are on the five year plan and not graduating until next year, while I am graduating this year. I feel so young and immature, and in a few short months I'm expected to become a mature, working adult! It scares me! I think I'm just hesitant to get out into the "real" world, but I feel as though you will find what you truly want to do with your life soon enough, and if going to grad school is what you need, then do it! Good Luck with the rest of your life, Stephanie! I'm sure you'll be fine!
ReplyDeleteI think everyone is freaking out and not wanting to be a "mature adult" as Mary Jo said. My life right now is scheduled and well after May all I see is a dark cloud...my future is a mystery. I can't see past the cloud, nor do I want to. Thinking about graduating is exciting and terrifying at the same time. But, you on the other hand sound like you have things planned. No worries Stephanie you can do it and Dr. Stephanie Peterson does sound pretty catchy.
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